After years of sitting on the sidelines on national polling day, Tamsin Walker makes use of her all new German citizenship to venture into the inner sanctum known as the ballot box.
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They say you never forget your first time. And they might be right. After weeks of looking around for the right person, checking their credentials, wondering whether everything would fall into place to make sure it really happened for me and imagining what it would feel like when it did... the big day finally arrived.
Crossing the threshold of the building where I was to become one among millions who had undergone this rite of passage before me, my mood was a mix of excitement and anticipation. Slipping into one of two purpose erected unceremonious wooden booths, I did what I was there to do. I marked my ballot paper. Not once. But twice.
And then went home to listen to a Nobel laureate prophesize with his pen. And his guitar. I think he mentioned something about changing times.
No kidding, Bob. Not eight hours later, the polls had closed and the sun was poised to set on a country that had used its turn at the ballot box to give the Alternative for Germany (AfD) 94 seats in the Bundestag, and thereby usher a far-right populist party into the country's parliamentary fold for the first time in more than half a century.
As I cycled to work on the morning after a restless night before, politicians' likenesses bore down at me from their lamppost mountings. They already looked so yesterday, the color seeming to have drained out of some of their faces along with their hopes of appealing to the masses.
Wheels in spin
The poster that most caught my eye was the one I had previously done such a good job of ignoring. But in the dismal light of that post-ballot day, the AfD's campaign appeal for Germans to dare to vote for them was omnipresent. Because more than 12 percent of the population had heeded the call.
Throughout my bike ride, I scrutinized everyone I passed, wondering if they had contributed to the rise of a movement with anti-immigration rhetoric and sentiment at its core. Later, I zoomed into the interactive map of Berlin that reveals the predominant political proclivities of entire streets.
Mine, I was happy to note, was not marked in the blue that would make it an AfD hotbed. But that doesn't alter the fact they exist elsewhere, and that Germany is consequently facing a different tomorrow.
A tomorrow that has already elicited demonstrations, recriminations, warnings that this - of all countries - must remain ever mindful of its past, questions about the how and what of a new coalition and promises from the AfD to make Angela Merkel play cat to its dog.
What has also been laid bare is that Germany's main parties are as out of touch with the population, as they are with themselves. And that they have a lot of rethinking and reaching out to do if they're to steer the country back off the course onto which it has now stumbled. A course that runs counter to the very ideals of an open and pluralistic society.
And so I'm quite certain I will remember this particular first. Not only because it was my virgin vote as a new German citizen, but because I cast it in what has already been dubbed a historic election.
AfD leaders and their most offensive remarks
Leading members of the far-right populist Alternative for Germany (AfD) party have often made provocative, if not outright offensive, remarks — targeting refugees or evoking Nazi terminology.
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Björn Höcke
The head of the AfD in the state of Thuringia first made headlines in 2017 for referring to Berlin's Holocaust memorial as a "monument of shame" and calling on the country to stop atoning for its Nazi past. In July 2023, he echoed Nazi rhetoric by declaring that "This EU must die so that the true Europe may live." In 2019, a court ruled that it was not slanderous to describe Höcke as a fascist.
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Alice Weidel
One of the best-known public faces of the AfD, party co-chair Alice Weidel rarely shies away from causing a row. Her belligerent rhetoric caused particular controversy in a Bundestag speech in 2018, when she declared, "burqas, headscarf girls, publicly-supported knife men, and other good-for-nothings will not secure our prosperity, economic growth, and the social state."
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Maximilian Krah
Maximilian Krah, the AfD's top candidate in the 2024 European Parliament election, has called the EU a "vassal" of the US and wants to replace it with a "confederacy of fatherlands." He also wants to end support for Ukraine, and has warned on Twitter that immigration will lead to an "Umvolkung" of the German people — a Nazi-era term similar to the far-right's "great replacement" conspiracy theory.
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Alexander Gauland
Former parliamentary party leader Gauland was roundly criticized for a speech he made to the AfD's youth wing in June 2018. He said Germany had a "glorious history and one that lasted a lot longer than those damned 12 years. Hitler and the Nazis are just a speck of bird shit in over 1,000 years of successful German history."
Christian Lüth
Ex-press officer Christian Lüth had already faced demotion for past contentious comments before being caught on camera talking to a right-wing YouTube video blogger. "The worse things get for Germany, the better they are for the AfD," Lüth allegedly said, before turning his focus to migrants. "We can always shoot them later, that's not an issue. Or gas them, as you wish. It doesn't matter to me."
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Beatrix von Storch
Initially, the AfD campaigned against the euro and bailouts — but that quickly turned into anti-immigrant rhetoric. "People who won't accept STOP at our borders are attackers," the European lawmaker said in 2016. "And we have to defend ourselves against attackers," she said — even if this meant shooting at women and children.
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Harald Weyel
Not all of the AfD's scandals are about racism: Sometimes they are just revealing. Bundestag member Harald Weyel was caught in a scandal in September 2022 when a microphone he clearly didn't know was on caught him expressing his hope that Germany would suffer a "dramatic winter" of high energy prices or else "things will just go on as ever."
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Andre Poggenburg
Poggenburg, former head of the AfD in the eastern state of Saxony-Anhalt, has also raised eyebrows with extreme remarks. In February 2017, he urged other lawmakers in the state parliament to join measures against the extreme left-wing in order to "get rid of, once and for all, this rank growth on the German racial corpus" — the latter term clearly derived from Nazi terminology.